The never-ending cycle of everything!

Every month is a battle trying to survive the hormonal cycle of being a woman. Ok hang on, let me rewind a bit. It has been a minute since I updated this blog or my vlogs and instead, I have been a maniac on my Instagram and if you are a follower you would know right?! I have had my sister threaten me and a few others about getting back on the vlog and blog updates and stop being a slack ass. (Rude, but they do have a point!).

June had me clock in another year around the sun and I have turned 39! When I look back and reflect, I truly have so much to be proud and grateful for. It has taken a lot of courage, mistakes, healing, unlearning, learning, reinventing, breaking down walls, tears, love and joy, to be where I am today. Content! That it how I feel, extremely content and at peace with myself and the trajectory of this next chapter.

Ok so now onto current things- the past 2 weeks had me feeling all over the place no thanks to being hormonal and pmsing like a moody bitch. I had so much that happened over the last two week and I powered through. While I was posting on IG, I was hating on myself, the way I felt in my body and just unhappy. It had me mucking up my gym routine, missing a few Pilates classes, eating like a pig and just being a grouch. To be fair to myself, this is a phase I go through once in a while. Some months, I handle it better, the others I am a hot mess with no sense of responsibility or direction.

I had a few of you reach out to me with words of encouragement and it’s always humbling to know that my clown energy does inspire some of you in different ways. So, thank you for your words, reminders and reaffirmations. I have been kinder to myself and just embraced it while raging the whole time!

Side note- Women have to deal with some much and then you will have bare minimum men act like they are the prize (now this story is for another time!)

Anyway, Nadi living has been the best thing to happen to me, and I am enjoying it so so much! Till my next blog, vlog and IG updates, well there is a lot more going on which you will get to read, hear and watch more of (I promise!!). Till then, this cycle of life continues, just remember to live it to the fullest, do whatever tf makes you happy and be kind to others!

Sending you love!