The plot twist to the end of the year that I needed, was another trip to remind me that I have the freedom to do so while still unemployed and I know I keep using that excuse, but it is a valid one. I have to also admit, that prior to this trip, I was spiraling in self-doubt about myself and questioning whether I am being true to myself or do I have imposter syndrome, am I a genuine person and to the extent that I suddenly felt a lack of self confidence in myself and was ques